Ok, I've been a very lazy bum and not updating the blog, so here I am typing this up in the office. I've finished my work already so I dont feel quilty blogging. I've been learning alot and maturing with each day. I've just stop caring about all the people and drama that dont directly involve me. This scares me mostly because I feel that the worst or coldest emotion a person can have is indifference, and I am indifferent to almost everything else except my family.
Its disturbing when some says " doesnt that make you feel sad?" No! I dont get sad, I rarely cry. I hate pain so I just dont feel it. Why stay depress when life is opening its arms for you? I have my son to be happy for, no matter how tired or cranky i would be I still have Baby M to cheer me up.
I had my cards read again recently and yet again the cards told me that Im cold. " You'd walk over corpses to get what you want" True. I wont lie. I dont care about the journey, I want results.
I know people dispise Napoleon Bonaparte, I admire him. He worked hard for his country, he use his talent and cunning to achieve what he wanted. Use what you have, mould it to something that can benefit you. I use words. Words that can manipulate, and change. Challenge the norm, be different. Celebrate you're difference.
I dont follow the norm, I mean who made the role? Why should I follow it? Why should I conform? If you dont like me the way I am then live with it honey. Im here, Im proud and I dont care. Im celebrating the basics of life. Celebrate your body, and especially your mind. Your mind is your own prison so free it!!
"The basic tool for the manipulation of reality is the manipulation of words. If you can control the meaning of words, you can control the people who must use the words. " Philip K Dick
Posted by Belladonna at 1:37 AM
