Here I am again, and I have something to say obviously. This post is dedicated to someone very dear to me who is in a confused state of mind and no I wont say " I told you so" (Which I did). Anyhoos.. lets start.
"Wise men say, only fools rush in But I can't help falling in love with you.." Extract from UB40 song.. I shall be the wise men yes?? Well, It's true we can't control the rate we fall in love with but at the same time were you even in love then? The rate you were going was very fast to everyone's standards and yes I got scared but I was still there for you. And I will always be here for you.
I know here that you fight everyday, well that just proves you're human and that it is a relationship. The ball is in your court now, and it's all up to you. If you think you can wide out the stormy weather than stay. But if you think that it's useless and that go. Turn around and walk away.
And i heard whispers of infedelity! Everyone thinks of cheating but when thought turns to action thats when there's no turning back. Cheating has long term effects, if you cheat will he be able to trust you again? Will you be able to trust yourself in another relationship?
Yes I am all for breaks, even lovers need breaks. You two have been constantly been together and I'm very sure you're on the phone of web cam-ing 24/7 right? well thats not right and that sure as hell is not healthy.
Sweetie, you are in a place that lets you be yourself. Embrace that. Love yourself then start loving him. I know you still feel insecure about yourself in one way or another but look deep inside. Sometimes we need to step back and look at life from afar to realise how far we have gone and how to deal with whatever you're going through.
I love you sweetie and If anything I'm just a phone call away.
"It is only when we no longer compulsively need someone that we can have a real relationship with them. " Anthony Storr
Posted by Belladonna at 8:00 PM
