I hate routines of all sorts, I have knowing nothing is different today. Knowing full well what's going to happen today. No surprise no nothing. Waking up will be a burden, working will be a pain and rest seems like the only solution. All I'm saying is that life seems so dismal. Even the food I eat now seems overused. Ah, September seems so far away. I feel like a walrus and I'm so clumsy I'm surprised I only fell twice.
Thankfully I have two things to look forward to. First will happen tonight at around 10! Me and the Husband will be watching Transformers, we both need some quality time together. My way of making time, what with work and Mika time and being constantly tired. Tonight will be for us.
And the next good thing will be PAYDAY tomorrow! Finally after all my bitching and complaining the reason for all my tiredness has come to fruition. What will I be doing? Nothing. I've got to save up to make Raya outfits although I will not be celebrating this year. Why you ask? Well my due date is two days before Raya so I will only be at home with my baby.
Oh and my cousin is getting married this Sunday..hmm funny how that's not one of my happening dates to watch heheh. Oh June please end as quickly as possible. July will bring better times and closer dates. 5th July will be one date to remember and to top it all off July has not one but TWO public holidays!! Yay me!
And all the dramas surrounding me right now? I seriously couldnt be bothered, I have better things to do than muddy my hands in your dirt. Sad isnt it that you're the elder in the whole situation. Sad sad sad!
"Bitterness imprisons life; love releases it. Bitterness paralyzes life; love empowers it. Bitterness sours life; love sweetens it. Bitterness sickens life; love heals it. Bitterness blinds life; love anoints its eyes." - Harry Emerson FosdickTruer words were never spoken.
Posted by Belladonna at 1:02 AM
